The meaning of life?

        Many people ask, what's the meaning of life? In fact, I wrote a play called Dr. Ava P. Sclockenstein: Therapist for Fantastical Creatures in which the elven sprite, Fink, asks this very question.
       I don't think anyone will ever find the exact answer to this and perhaps everyone's meaning is different  However, in the last week I have noticed that I have lost sight of what makes life joyful.
       Twenty years from now, when I look back at my life am I going to say, "Hey, remember that awesome day at work?" or "Wow, remember that day, I made a ton of money?" or even "Remember that day I swept the floors or ran ten errands?"
        Yes, I would love to make more money and yes, some of these activities are inescapable and allow us to have more fun by providing financial security, but what do people really value in life?
        Relationships.  Community.  Love.  A great convo.  A funny joke.  Laughing.
       I have been so caught up in trying to "get ahead," plan for the future and make money that I really all I have been doing is worrying and planning.  And in this planning, I have lost sight of what makes life fun.

        I tried to be more conscious of this behavior and really took the rest of the week not to worry about what was on the agenda and just enjoy some time with great people.  This week I had some wonderful eye-opening conversations with my boyfriend while taking a stroll down the boardwalk.  And honestly, it was better than anything money could buy.  I went to a free brunch and bodywork event at the local nutrition/chiropractic office.  Even though I had a bit too many mimosas, I found myself really being present, letting loose and just enjoying the moment.
       Yes, we should have goals and yes I still would like to make some money, but I think I'm doing it backwards.   I don't think it makes sense to miss out on life now,  just for the future.   I think that whatever you are handed, make the most of it now. Creating abundance is your life now and relationships now will most likely lead to a fruitful life later.
       And it doesn't really cost a thing.